Chapter 55 Keeping Distance

• I wanted to enjoy this attention. No one had ever cared about me to the point of wanting to shower with me, unless it was for sex. And it was a pleasant feeling. Strange because I wasn't used to it, but pleasant in a certain way.
• The problem? The only problem was that I shouldn't get used to it, and even less, allow Alessandro to do this for me, for the first time.
• I shouldn't allow it because it was like letting a passing someone mark the deepest part of me, and while it may be comfortable now, it will be painful when all of this is over. So, I must cut it off at the root and set the necessary boundaries for this type of relationship.