Chapter 7 Persephone's Last Hope

• After Rudra went to NY :-
• MOMPI’s POV :-
• My parents are calling me back and I don't want to go there and most importantly they don't have any idea about D that we are living together in Delhi .
• They only knew that I'm here for my study . It's true that I'm here for my study but D is more important for me than studying and now I have Rudra too .
• He is my life and I don't want to go back there because I know they'll force me to get married to any boy they'll find suitable for me . I can't imagine anyone in my life except Rudra .
• He is my love, that's why I gave myself to him . That was the most beautiful night of our life . We shared our Emotions with each other not once but twice that night .
• I cried when he entered into me . He was Panicked when he saw me in tears . He was in pain too . We were new in this situation . That was new for us and first also . He was immature too .
• I Cried and laughed at the same time when he asked me after entering into my womanhood that what after this . He is cute and innocent and all mine . And Everything happened in flow and we became one . He helped me next morning .
• I was in pain and he was feeling bad . He even asked me to get married and I smiled at him . He was worried for me and that was enough for me to wait for him . He dropped me at my house and we were lucky that D wasn't there at that time because of her part time job . After this he went to NY with his family .
• He called me a few times and I talked to him but after a few weeks , I fell sick , very sick and my health started to drop . I started to feel nauseated and dizzy . I was scared and my mind hit me that I missed my period .
• D asked me a few times what's wrong with me ? Why I was puking and this and that . It was tough for me to control my Emotions . I bought a pregnancy kit and did a test and I got the answer to all my dizziness and nausea .
• Two pink lines stated that I was PREGNANT.
• I'm Pregnant and scared . Not scared because I'm carrying a baby without a wedlock but I'm scared because of my cruel parents . If they'll find out about my baby then they'll surely harm him .
• Him ? Yes I have a feeling that He will be a boy . Innocent , Calm and Mature boy .
• At the moment I got to know about my pregnancy I'm in love with my baby but I have a fear in my heart like something bad is gonna happen that I won't be able to see my Rudra ever again .
• My morning sickness is killing me and I want Rudra with me but he is with his family and that he'll join his training .
• If he'll get to know about my pregnancy then I'm a thousand percent sure that he'll leave his dream aside just for me so I am thinking very carefully how to handle this situation without getting caught by my parents and mostly my Love .
• So I went all alone to the hospital for a checkup .
• Flashback :-
• At the Hospital :-
• I was at the reception desk and the nurse asked me What's my name and here I got scared . I had to do something for this .
• Think Mompi . Think carefully for your baby . For the baby's future .
• "Ma'am ! Your name Please", the Receptionist asked me again and I what I thought best for my baby . I wrapped my arms around my stomach and smiled at her
• "PORISHMA DAS", I said to her and she noted down.
• That's it . I gave D's name instead of mine because I knew if anything happens to me then she'll Protect my baby . Uncle and aunty are no more in this world . D already cut all her ties with her paternal and maternal families .
• Why ? I never asked her about this .
• So D is all alone and I know I'm wrong here to say her name instead of mine but I'm selfish here . Just to protect my baby from my parents I'm doing this .
• If ever they'll know about him even after the delivery then they'll kill my baby and me too just for their status and name .
• I was not scared of my death but I didn't want to imagine that someone would think bad about my baby or try to kill him.
• "I'm Sorry D but I'm not guilty" , I said to myself and went inside the doctors cabin.
• "Ms . Porishma Das", Doctor asked and I nodded
• "Please sit" ,, Dr . Said and I sat down In Front of her.
• "Where is your husband or any other relative ?", She asked
• "I'm not married and I'm an orphan", I replied to her .
• Yes I became an orphan just to protect my baby .
• Doctor stared at me and nodded and did the test and after one hour my test results came .
• "Yes , You're Pregnant Ms. Das and the baby is weak . Here, I'm recommending you some multi- vitamins and other important medicine for the baby", Dr . Said and I nodded.
• She said to lay down and I did . She performed Sonography and I saw the most beautiful sight .
• Tears were brimming from my eyes . I sobbed loudly to see the dot size baby . She wiped my tummy and I corrected my dress .
• "Ms . Das ! Are you sure you want to keep this baby ? Because this society won't leave you alone for this ‘baby without wedlock’ ", Doctor said and I understood what she was trying to say but I decided my fate .
• I'm ready to give birth to my Ansh .
• "ANSH ?", My mind asked to my heart
• Yes ! Ansh ..
• My son ..
• Our Son ..
• Son of Mine and Rudra ..
• A part of Me and Rudra ..
• My last Hope .. My Dream .. My everything ..
• "I'm ready for everything Doctor",, I said and came out of the hospital . I bought medicine for the health of the baby .
• But everything was not fine with me . My morning sickness disclosed my pregnancy Infront of D .
• She got to know that I'm three months pregnant and with Rudra's baby . She was shocked and didn't understand How and When .
• So here I told her Everything but add a little bit of a lie just to test her . I know what I'm doing with her is wrong but I'm helpless here . So I said that it was drunken mistake and I wanted an abortion . My heart churned at the word of Abortion .
• Abortion , Drunken Mistake these words were like acid on my tongue which burnt my heart , mind and soul . But I have to do this to protect my Ansh from evil eyes. .
• My heart cried when D supported me and said that abortion is wrong . You can't do this with your baby ... And I felt proud of my friend . I knew that she would protect my baby from evil eyes but nothing was this easy for me .
• Rudra called me and I told Porishma to say that I'm at my parents house . She said what I said to her but D is angry with me because I'm ignoring Rudra . Only I know how I'm handling myself .
• Rudra came back from NY and came to see me but I wasn't strong enough to face him so again I made D to lie to him . I saw him and my heart broke and at last he left the house . I broke down and D helped me but I knew what my heart wanted .
• End of flashback :-
• I know Rudra is going to join the training camp so I decided to call him for the last time just to hear his voice .
• He picked it up finally and I controlled my hammering heart .
• "Rassogulle" (sweet), He said and I smiled
• "Rudra ! How are you ? I'm sorry I didn't call you back . I am at my parents house",, I said and bit my lips to stop my sobs
• "Mere Rassogulle! I'm dying to see you . I don't know how panicked I was just for you" , He said and I laughed.
• "Baby! Are you still at your parents house ?", Rudra asked
• "Yes ! I'm here in kolkata", I lied to him
• "I want to hug you . I want to kiss you . I want to see you Rassogulle", He said while singing.
• "Rudra ! We will meet when you come back from your training okay", I told him.
• "Okay! But I really want you in my arms . I don't know but I'm not getting good vibes Mompi . My heart is restless. I don't know why ?", Rudra said and tears welled up in my eyes.
• "You know what Mompi . For weeks I've been feeling nauseating and sometimes my head spins too", Rudra said and I feel his pouting.
• My heart skipped to hear him . He is getting all the symptoms of pregnancy the same as mine . I heard that sometimes the husband gets morning sickness with the wife or instead of the wife .
• "Rudra! I'll talk to you later . I have to go to my classes . Take care . I love you",, I said and it was tough for me to not to burst In Front of him
• "I love you too, Mere Rassogulle . Take care baby", Rudra said and I immediately cut the call .
• I Cried and cried . D was staring at me and she hugged me tightly .
• "D" .. ,, I said
• "Hmmm" .. , Porishma hummed in reply
• "If anything ever happens to me . Will you Protect my baby from all the harshness of this cruel world ?", I asked and she slapped me and I smiled . She glared at me.
• "Don't you dare talk nonsense to me . Nothing will happen to you and about your baby I'll always take care of your baby", She said and rubbed my red cheeks with her palm.
• She is D . My D who loves me more than my parents . I'm lucky to have a friend like her . I know I'll pass this situation and I'll live happily with My Ansh and Rudra .
• End of POV :-