Chapter 123 Letting Go

• Morning came much faster than I would have liked. I woke up in bed. Not surprisingly, Reiner probably carried me back to my room. In the end, Reiner is a very good-natured and professional guy. Based on my experiences, I could tell when something that was happening in my life was too good to be happening to me. Apart from learning the hard way that these things won’t last, I have also proudly learnt that I should enjoy it while it lasted and that is exactly what I have decided to do in the limited time I had left with Reiner. Afterall, no matter how many times I asked he didn’t even bother to lie to me that he would stay with me forever.
• Today, as promised Reiner is going to bake a cake for me and teach me how to do it in the process. I took a quick shower which made me feel so refreshed and energetic. After that Laura helped me get dress in some relaxing clothes. Reiner was waiting for me right in front of my door and I almost ran into him when I opened the door. He looks quite cheerful today, let’s hope that today will be a wonderful day for us. He didn’t mention anything about the small incident last night and neither did I.
• Reiner led me to the kitchen where the staff used to do serious cooking. We have another kitchen that was more for show where Lucien and I could grab stuff from the pantry or the fridge. Obviously, Lucien and I didn’t cook and so I have never really been to the ‘serious kitchen’ where the cooking was actually done.