Chapter 14 Drastic Change

• Tom's POV
• I was in a state of ectasy when I saw her waving at me through the window. There were so many thoughts running through my head. I can see she is gradually begining to like me but I don't know if she loves me as much as I love her. Women can be very difficult to understand. Even with my experience with Tilda, they seem like a blank book that need to be filled through one's own experience. There are sooo many things I wanted to tell you her, but I don't know if she can take it. I don't know if it will make you happy and bring us together or only dissappoint her and destroy our friendship. 
• After Mark was pulled away by Tilda during the office dinner party, I sensed her whole mood was destroyed. She couldn't focus on anything else so we decided to leave, just as we heard Mark arguing with Tilda. I was pretty sure it was about my past with Tilda. I couldn't help but notice the way she looked at me when she tried to take Mark away from our little argument. I know her very well because she used to be my world and I knew that look. I know she still loves me but love is not what I feel for her anymore. The love we once shared was now dead and burried. Never to be resurrected again. When we got to the dinner hall, she was running to the ladies room with Mark running after her. Everybody was just staring without trying to interfere in anyway.