Chapter 119

• Helen POV
• When I open my eyes, it's already morning. I hiss when I try moving my legs as pain shoots from my intimate area. The memories of yesterday floods my brain, causing me to blush in shame. I always hear how a woman's virginity is important. They say it's the best thing you can gift your husband or the person you love. But I let a man who wasn't my lover deflower me.
• Talking about a man,I turn my head to where Jason was sleeping last night only to be greeted by an empty space. Disappointment courses through my veins. I was actually hoping that I'd wake up to him holding me forgetting that we don't have a relationship. He is someone I am using as a sperm donor while all he is after it s a free pussy to fuck. How dare I have any expectations or even feel disappointed? That realization however doesn't ease the bitterness slowly creeping inside me. Despite everything we agreed on, why do I feel used? Pushing those thoughts from my mind before I got crazy,I decide to start my daily routine.