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- I called her. She didn't answer, of course. I left a message asking her to just let me know that she made it home safely, and that I was sorry, and blah blah. She did call me back later telling me she was home, but she didn't want to talk, that she needed some space and time to think. That's never good.
- The more it sank in what I had done, the worse I felt. I resolved to leave it alone. I fucked it up, I was only going to make it worse if I meddled with it. I needed to get my head straight. But fuck, I had been needing to get my head straight ever since I started thinking of Autumn as an attraction and not just a pupil. I wasn't so far gone to think I was going to figure it out now.
- After some time of lying on my bed, cycling thoughts, I decided to check for Autumn online. I needed to talk to her. I wasn't sure what I was going to say... but I felt like I needed to connect somehow.