Chapter 16 Sexual Fantasy For My Uncle Ron

• The things we did, the shame I carried with me after I left Sylvester's house, the calmness and peace I felt immediately after my last orgasm, these were new emotions and sensations. Especially the calmness. It was unfamiliar because each time I have sex or masturbate, even though i orgasm, the itch is always present. It would be dull but still present. Except for this once. For the first 20 minutes after we were done and I was waiting for the taxi I ordered, my body was calm. No itch. Nothing. Just a deep sense of peace and coolness. Even when he was washing me with his hands, deliberately sliding all over my body slowly. I was so satiated, I just wanted to sleep. Something that has never happened before. Not even with Riley.
• Then the taxi arrived and I had to leave. I have never felt so reluctant about anything.
• It was when the taxi started jostling me around on some uneven parts of the road on my way out of that slum that the itch came back. I was so engrossed in other feelings that I didn't even notice it was back until I was almost at the florist shop.