Chapter 9 Love And Hate

• The woman had developed a trauma towards darkness.
• For the past five years, More than one thousand and eight hundred days and nights, she was imprisoned in that lightless dark room. She struggled, all alone in the darkness. It was like a never-ending nightmare. Just a single ray of sunlight would mean redemption to her.
• Lu Beichuan looked down on her from high above and his voice was cold to the very bones.
• "Open the lights? I am afraid that after I opened the light, you will see something you don't want to. And there are things that I find repulsive to do as well."
• Gu Qiaoge was stunned on the spot.
• What is the thing she doesn't want to see?
• What repulsive thing was he about to do?
• She clutched on the man's long legs and struggled to stand back up. The woman was trying her best to look at his face through the lights from the corridor.
• But the moment her gaze reached his face, the big and strong hand choked her on the throat.
• *Bam!*
• The door was slammed closed behind the man. Lu Beichuan dragged her into the dark room and pushed her to the cold tiles.
• The man yanked on her hair as he gnashed his teeth and spoke by her ear.
• "Gu Qiaoge, do you still remember the night five years ago when you dumped me? Do you still remember what I said? Since young lady Gu likes to play with a man so much, I came back this time to play with you!"
• *Rip*
• Gu Qiaoge's dress was ripped apart.
• After that, the man behind stood up and she could hear in the darkness the sound of belt being unbuckled. And after that, some rustling sound of trousers being removed.
• Gu Qiaoge's body tensed up.
• After realizing what the man wanted to do, she struggled in craze. It was like the woman was possessed and she struggled violently, pushing the man away and wailed.
• "No! Lu Beichuan, don't do this to me, I beg you..."
• "No? Gu Qiaoge, have you forgotten? The good Beichuan in the past had begged you as well. It is too late now!"
• In the darkness, the man bent his knees and pushed forward. The woman was sent to the floor with a strong force from behind. The man grabbed her waist hard. After he tore off her last piece of clothing, he climbed on the woman!
• "Aahh!!"
• A searing pain was shot through all of her body, as if her body was being sliced apart.
• Gu Qiaoge's body shook and she bit her lips, letting out cries of pain.
• The woman couldn't help but recalled the horrifying night five years ago. The man that took her purity. The man that took her first blood was doing it as violently and in similar position. That was how her life was ruined.
• She was treated like the cheapest whore on the floor.
• Hot tears escaped her eyes and dripped on the floor.
• "Lu Beichuan, I am filthy. I am really filthy. I am no longer the Gu Qiaoge you knew. I am not worth this!"
• "I know that you hate me. You can just humiliate me, you can do anything to me. But I beg you. Please… Please don't do this… Beichuan…"
• "Shut up, you have no right to call my name!"
• What followed was a bone searing pain.
• In the darkness, the man carried her up and pushed her against a huge french window someplace near. He was still behind her and inside her...
• The man's lips were behind her ears. As he was breathing heavily, he sneered coldly.
• "Remember this day. Gu Qiaoge, it is exactly because you are filthy that you can only deserve this position."