Chapter 43: Stop punishing yourself

• Jane had locked herself in the bathroom for three days now. Since Raymond died three years ago, she hasn't had food to eat nor water to drink.
• She just turned on the shower each day, cries, and then turns it off again, repeatedly for three days. She blames herself and thinks it's her fault but I blame myself more because all this happened because of me.
• If I had just not given her the idea. if I hadn't made her call him or ask him about it, he would still be alive and he and Jane would still be so happy but no I had to go in between them and ruin what they had with my stupid sob story.