Chapter 4 Reminiscing The Past Part 1
- Chapter 4
- Nathalie
- When I am alone my past will always flashback on my mind. Although I wanted to forget it the moment I close my eyes. It will always appear in my mind and my memories.
- Lance is my first kiss, the first of my all but he is not my boyfriend.
- That is why I am not happy with what I did before.
- Maybe it's because I am young and innocent during that time and think that what I did will be passed as the days go by.
- But I'm wrong! The past always hunted me that I find it difficult to sleep at night.
- And now that I am alone in this cold room of mine.
- The memories from the past are still fresh and I always remember.
- Flashback
- "No way Dad! I only have one Mom. I don't like her! How could you do this to my Mom?" I ask him crying.
- My Dad brought his girlfriend to our house and told me that they are getting married. And I have this gut feeling that he is cheating with my Mom and now that she is gone. He will bring that woman into our house. Never! I will never accept her no matter what.
- "Nathalie, you're overreacting! I told you that she is not my Mistress. I am happily in love with your Mom before and now she's gone and I found Clara and fell in love with her. Could you just accept the fact and accept her too?" My Dad is full of emotions while explaining it to me.
- But my heart is already close to that.
- I only want my mom and nothing else.
- "I'm sorry Dad, but I can't accept that marriage of yours." Then my tears fall as I run and walked away.
- My Dad pushes his marriage to Clara and that day I stowaway. I don't want to witness my dad being happy with the other woman.
- I don't know where to go. I left my car and just continue to walk. But I brought my wallet with me. Just in case I will be hungry then, I can eat.
- While walking I saw a disco club. And there are so many people waiting in line.
- Is there a concert?
- Out of curiosity, I bought a ticket and decided to watch it.
- This is the best way to ease my pain. And music can help heal my broken heart.
- When ai finally went inside I was amazed to see the amazingly beautiful club.
- Not bad.
- My ticket is in the front row. I wanted to see the concert clearly and hopefully, I will enjoy it later.
- There are many young girls like me holding a light stick.
- Maybe the band is famous as the whole stage is full.
- The lights went off then a fat man appeared in the middle.
- "Are you ready Angels?" He shouted.
- Then the girls wave their light sticks.
- "Yes, we are ready! Go Omega Band. Omega Angels are here. Woohhhhh!"
- The girls shouted that almost broke my eardrum. The girls are all excited.
- Although it's noisy I am enjoying the hyper young audiences of this so-called Omega Band. And I am young too. So I will enjoy this night also.
- The fat man climb down the stage and there they are the Omega Band! 5 young handsome boys went up the stage.
- Their instrument is complete from piano to guitar. The other one is very good at violin too. But the singer caught my attention as I didn't expect him to wink at me.
- Just WTF? And he is very handsome!
- My heart skip a beat and I don't know why. His voice is so cool and had a good singing voice.
- And now he is walking towards me?
- I don't know what to do. Well, just let him be.
- Let's wait for what he is planning to do.
- Then he stops in my seat and offers me his hand.
- The girls are shouting happily.
- They are saying to me to accept his hand.
- Go, Girl!!! They shouted in chorus.
- Then let's go singer boy.
- We climb on the stage while he continued singing with the tune of Nothing's gonna change my love for you.
- Looks like he is serenading me while holding my hand.
- And I started to feel attracted to him.
- It's the first time you met him and you like him already? Don't be a flirt!
- I looked into his beautiful eyes then he wink at me again.
- And I almost drop my heart!
- Sounds overreacting but that's how I felt as of that moment.
- The concert has ended with excitement.
- At least I forgot my Dad's wedding and I felt happy.
- Now where to go next?
- I'm hungry, so I look for the nearest restaurant.
- And saw the chicken wingers and it looks clean and delicious.
- But unfortunately, something happened. I can't buy the food.
- My wallet is not in my pocket anymore!
- It was gone. Somebody stole it!
- What I'm gonna do now? I'm so hungry. My stomach started aching too.
- I stow away and didn't eat anything until now.
- Then my lucky charm arrives. It's the singer boy! I saw them at the end table.
- I throw away my pride and walked towards their table.
- The singer boy was surprised and thanked God that he remember me.
- "It's you! At the concert right?"He asked happily.
- "Yes, Can I talk to you for a moment?" I shamelessly asked.
- I wanted to talk with him in private.
- We went to the corner where there are no people.
- "What's this? I'm curious Miss Beautiful." He said smiling.
- His smile Is like a magnet that pulled me towards him that I cannot explain.
- "Ah, I'm sorry for disturbing you but can I borrow some money? I ask feeling ashamed.
- It's now or else I will die in hunger.
- He chuckled."Okay, how much? He asked.
- Wow, that fast?
- "This is what happened. I lost my wallet and I'm hungry. Just a piece of chicken wings will do." I answer shyly.
- He just laughed at me.
- "I thought that this was something serious! Let's go to our table and you can eat whatever you like." He said smiling.
- At this moment there's no time to be ashamed!
- I joined their table and I eat five chicken wings hehe.
- "Thank you very much. I'll better go." And I said goodbye to them.
- I felt alright as my stomach is not aching anymore.
- But where should I go?
- I don't have money anymore huhu.
- "You're welcome, but it's still early. Why don't you join us? You know singing while drinking hehe." Singer Boy trying to be cute.
- I'll go with them. I'm willing and determined to run away and never look back.
- And thanks to Singer Boy and his friends I forgot my problems.
- We went to a Videoke House.
- And I sing with all my heart until my voice became hoarse.
- Singing, dancing, and drinking. I finally experienced the feeling of being free and away from my comfort zone.
- And I'm enjoying this!
- I am a quiet girl and obedient to my family.
- Home and school is the only place I wanna be.
- I'm 18 years old and didn't even hang out with my college friends.
- And now it's a new world to me!
- I can finally call that I'm young, wild, and free.
- I got drunk and wasted on this day. As well as Singer Boy and his friends.
- We are very happy.
- Then it's time to go home.
- How can I go home?
- I decided to go away then I will not go back.
- "Miss Beautiful, it's time to say goodbye. Where do you leave? And I will give you a ride" Singer Boy offered a ride.
- He's very kind. I felt touched and he looks more handsome in my eyes during that time.
- "Ah, Can I spend a night in your house?" I ask shyly.
- It's all or nothing!
- I need a temporary shelter to sleep on.
- "What? Don't tell me, that you ran away?" He asked laughing.
- "Oo," I answered shortly.
- He stopped laughing the moment she saw that I'am serious.
- "Oh, okay. Come on let's go to my Condo." He said then we both went to the parking lot where his car is parking.
- I don't know what's waiting on me, tomorrow and in the future. But, as of now, I decided not to go back to our house. I'm still angry and frustrated with my Dad's marriage.
- All I know is I'm happy when I'm with Singer Boy...