Chapter 44 Forty Two

• Alesso.
• It's been almost four weeks since Maria was attacked and she still hasn't worked up making my worry only get worse. I didn't leave her side all four weeks, wanting to be there by her side when she wakes up. Matteo at least made me get up for eating.
• The first two weeks I was with her all the time but as time passed I started engaging in training attempting to not think of the worst. I had her move to our room and not in the infirmary to feel close to her but it felt empty even though she was there. I was getting more panic attacks nowadays, they were frequent but of short duration.