Chapter 80 He

• All I see is red, even he is surprised when my fist rams into his face, over and over again, I can hear myself screaming, but I can’t tell what the words are, my fist returns to his face just as his eyes shut. I feel someone pull me off of him, I try to shrug them off, but they hold on to me tight.
• “Abed! Stop!” Clay screams, his voice managing to pierce through the fog around my head, my body goes slack and I collapse against the trimmed lawn, my head bowed as I look at my hands in front of me, they trembled slightly. This was the first time in years I lost control like this, this part of me that I hated, the part of me that I desperately tried to shut away. My father was right, I was like him.
• “He said I would never see her again, what does that mean Clay? Did he kill her?” I ask without looking up, I could feel pity and disappointment rolled in one just pouring out of him.