Chapter 7 Leaving Behind!

• Anamika's pov
• I woke up from my sleep and looked at the man sleeping beside me, I am sleeping in his arms, in his embrace. His face looks so peaceful, nothing like the dominating man I witnessed last night, he is so perfect.
• His tattoos are so unique and different like they are trying to tell you a story. I want to touch them, feel them, kiss them.
• I recalled last night, the way he kissed me, touched me, he was eating me out like a hungry wolf who has been starved for a while, so rough yet so gentle. He was biting and sucking on my skin, taking me in another world of pleasure. No one has ever made me feel like that, I was in the ninth sky floating in pleasure and just with the thought I felt wetness between my thighs.
• It felt like I can forever stay and sleep in his arms, I feel so safe in his embrace. He looks so peaceful, I wanted to feel his features but I controlled myself from touching his face, I don't want to wake him up.
• No matter how much I want to stay here, I can't. I shouldn't have been here at first place, no matter how much I wanted him.
• I can't do that. I have promised myself that I'll never let anyone in, no one can break the walls that I have build around my heart, no one.
• They are helping me to hold my sanity. I can't trust anyone, I'll never show my vulnerable side to anyone.
• You are trouble for me, Massimo. You are making me feel things I have never felt before and it's bad, it's scaring me to the core. I am afraid that you will break the walls and melt my stoneheart.
• I can't let that happen... never...
• It's better we part our ways and never meet again. I just hope I won't regret what I did yesterday.
• Pushing aside my conflicted thoughts,
• I slowly removed his hand from my waist while getting up from the bed, but the soreness between my legs made me hiss in pain. I am sore, too sore and a sudden wave of heat rose on my face making me blush.
• I grabbed my clothes which was lying on the floor and quickly dressed up, careful not to make any noise which will wake him up. I don't want to have any awkward conversation with him, I don't have any idea how to deal with a man after one night stand.
• I grabbed my clutch while checking my phone and it's still 4 in the morning. I looked at him for the last time, he is still sleeping peacefully. I know its not right to leave like this, but I have to because I don't want to get attached with anyone and I am sure it's just another night for him too. I don't think he will care or even remember me in the morning.
• Right?
• "Goodbye Massimo, I hope we never cross each other's path again"
• I mumbled to myself.
• Walking towards the door, I slowly opened it. Damn it feels like I am stealing something by doing all these things. I left his penthouse silently and stepping out I saw two big bodybuilders like guards at the door but they didn't stop me, they just looked at me up and down. One of them was driving Massimo's car last night. He might have recognised me or may be it's nothing new for them, they must have seen alot of women leaving in the morning.
• I called Mr. Brown and he came in less than a minute with the car.
• He quickly dropped me home. Last night I told him to follow us, and he was there the whole night waiting in the car. He is a good man and a loyal one too. He has worked with me for years now. I respect him alot, afterall he is working hard for me.
• Getting out of the car I thanked him. He gave me small smile and parked the car. I told my maid to make something for breakfast. I am hungry since I didn't got the chance to eat anything last night. I headed upstairs towards my bedroom and placing my clutch on the bed I sat there stretching my limbs, my whole body is in pain. I am tired and I just want to take a nap for sometime but I can't rest now, I have a flight to catch and I need to get ready for it.
• I lazily walked towards the bathroom stripping under the shower I turned it on letting the warm water relax my sore muscles, it felt so good. I quickly washed my hair and cleaned my body. Wrapping a white fluffy towel around my body, I dried my hair and walked towards the closet.
• Looking myself in the mirror I saw marks of the passionate night that I spent with him. Red and purple bite marks were all over my neck, shoulder and chest. I softly touched them thinking about him and how I got them, it turned my lips upward in a blushing smile. Maybe I don't regret what I did last night.
• I wore comfortable clothes for travelling. Getting ready I left for the airport with Mr. Brown, he never leaves me alone even in foreign trips and I am impressed by his dedication towards the work, I have a flight to New York in 1 hour.
• But the memories of last night kept flashing in front of me, not letting me concentrate on anything. How would he react when he won't find me next to him after waking up, will he care or just ignore it. Does it matter to him I don't think it does. I must have made it easy for him by leaving before he asks me to. That's what one night stand means right?
• "Are you ok miss?"
• Mr. Brown brought me out of my thoughts. I didn't realised that I was I zoned out. Shit, what the hell is happening to me.
• I have to forget everything about last night, like it never happened. I can't let him get under my skin. It was a one night thing and it will remain like that. I don't want anyone in my life, I am fine alone.
• We stopped in front of the airport, did all the formalities and finally we catched the flight to New York with only one thought in my mind 'It meant nothing'.